Allow me to be self-indulgent...

It's 3 something again and i have so many things swimming around in my head - questions, answers, thoughts, ideas - fragments of a puzzle i'm building that i've never even seen. Funny isn't it how it's only at this time of day that i have a minute to sit and just think. Someone once told me that i think too much for my own good - he's right, i do. Then again, there's nothing much i can do about it.

Listening to Harlem Blues by Branford Marsalis who i'm going to go see perform at DFP tomorrow night - yay!! *excited* But the song's putting me in a funny mood right now... the feeling you get when you're lying by a pond drawing circles in the water with your fingers, just watching the water swirl and ripple and move - watching but not really seeing - just watching, thinking. That's what it feels like right now. For some reason, i just want to be near water so bad right now that it hurts.. that's one of the things i loved about Bali, there was always open space there. No routes, no maps just lots and lots of space to get lost in. I miss that.



Dawn in Ubud, Central Bali.. taken while we were wondering through the padi fields..